Today I had my post-op appointment with Dr. Youm. I was a little nervous about leaving the apartment for the first time, being vertical for over an hour, having the bandages removed, seeing the x-rays — just about everything. But I was also excited to find out how the healing is progressing. My boyfriend and I opted to take a cab rather than drive to the appointment since we didn’t know what the parking situation would be like near the doctor’s office.
The journey to the office went smoothly — I didn’t have to walk far on the crutches, luckily, because my hip flexor has been really sore, probably from holding up my leg with the brace whenever I’m ambling around the apartment on my crutches. But when we arrived, one of the aide’s informed me that I had my crutches set to the wrong height — at least a full inch too low! That explains the pain I’ve been experiencing in my hip, trying to keep my foot off the ground. That alone was worth the trip.
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Within a few minutes, my boyfriend and I were led to an exam room where I was asked to put on some hospital shorts for X-rays. Then a tech assistant took X-rays of my left leg from the back (first slide above) and the side (second slide). He needed me to bend my leg for the side X-ray and I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to, but I was. After that, Dr. Youm’s assistant, who has been the one to answer my calls off hours, removed the Ace bandage wrapped around my knee, the white bandage underneath that and one by one, he removed the strips of tape over my wound. I tried not to look during this process — which was more itchy than painful — but what I did see looked really good — a cut about 3 1/2 inches long below my knee.
Around this time, either because I had been vertical for so long or because I was having anxiety or because I was queasy, I began to get very light headed. I felt like I was going to faint. The assistant brought me some water and told me to just focus on my breathing. I was sitting in a chair, so when he was done, he told me I could lie down on the exam table and rest, which I gladly did. I went from boiling hot to having chills. I think the whole excursion was just too much for me!
After I rested for about 5-10 minutes — Dr. Youm had said, “Don’t worry — we’re not in a rush here. Take however long you need. I want to talk shop when you’re feeling better” — I felt much better. Dr. Youm came back and told me that the surgery was a complete success, that everything went really well, everything looks good, the X-rays look good, etc. He said it was a difficult surgery because with the extent of “bowleg deformity” (see third slide above, before x-rays) we were really pushing the limits of the i-balance system with the surgery. This was oddly reassuring to me, because it just confirmed that this is a surgery I really needed to have done.
Dr. Youm, (whose nickname, by the way is supposedly Dr. Yum Yum at NYU Hospital for Joint Diseases) also answered a few questions for me, that I’ll just summarize here:
- The filling in the gap created by the wedge consists of plastic, synthetic bone grafts and my own bone grafts (taken from the wedge itself.)
- Because the entire i-balance system is plastic, it doesn’t show up on x-rays, so that’s why you don’t see the screws and plate used to “scaffold” the opening. It just looks like a big opening, which is a bit scary! The whole area is really much more solid than it looks on the X-ray.
- I can now put up to 20% weight on my left foot and he said I should feel free to roam around as I choose (on crutches, of course).
- I only need to wear the brace now outside the apartment. He also loosened the brace so that it bends up to 90 degrees. Before it was set at 180 degrees (rigidly straight.)
- I can now shower — the strips that his assistant put on my wound should dissolve naturally in the next two weeks (my stitches have already dissolved). I don’t need to remove them. I just can’t bathe or flush the area with water.
- The numbness in my left big toe is likely from the nerve blocker and could take up to another week to go away (yikes!)
- I can expect to spend another 4-5 weeks on crutches (we made a follow up appointment for the third week of March.)
- I could either start physical therapy now, or wait until I’m off my crutches. Dr. Youm says it depends on whether or not I have unlimited sessions under my insurance. If not, he said I’ll get more out of it if I wait until I’m off my crutches. I have to look into my insurance.
Dr. Youm also said that they overcorrected, as they always do with these surgeries, which means when I do my next leg, my knees will touch. This is astounding to me! I honestly think people with straight legs just have no idea how much of a radical change this is, how much this can affect our self-esteem, how much simpler life will be when we no longer have to feel self-conscious about our “crazy legs.” My boyfriend said he “barely noticed” my legs were bowed, but I’m beginning to think he’s full of shit :-) Whatever.
As for the medication, Dr. Youm said I should feel safe being on Percocet for up to a month, even with my history of addiction, but honestly, doctors just really don’t understand how dangerous narcotics are for addicts/alcoholics. I already feel “checked out” and while it’s nice to feel this way while I’m in the first week to 10 days after surgery, in pain and bored, I really don’t want to feel this way much longer, and certainly not while I’m working. Also, I know that every day that I’m on painkillers will make getting off them that much harder. My advice to you: Take this stuff seriously, whether you have a history of addiction or not, prescribed medication can be as addictive and deadly as street drugs. In any case, Dr. Youm did give me a prescription for a non-narcotic painkiller (whose name escapes me right now.) He said I can combine it with the Percocet. This way I can continue to taper off.
One crappy thing that happened today amid all this great news is that I pulled a muscle in my neck/shoulder while maneuvering out of the cab when we got home. This is honestly the part of my body that hurts the most now! Every time I move my head I feel a sharp pain. Argh! Hopefully this will pass quickly. In the meantime, while I ice my knee, I’m now applying heat to my shoulder!
I do have to say that I have had a 100% positive experience with Dr. Youm as my surgeon. I can now say that I have complete faith in him and would recommend him to anyone. Please let me know if you have any questions about him for me and I’ll be happy to answer what I know.